michelleMichelle Rodriguez says she felt jealous that Paul Walker died before her. Her own words.

TMZ revealed a clip from a documentary “The Reality Of Truth”, in which she says she spent about a year coping with it by keeping herself distracted.

“Just physically what could I do to get my mind off existentialism and how transient life is,” Rodriguez said. The actress shared that she went “crazy, nuts, berserk” the summer after Walker died as she tried “to hide from myself”.

“My ayahuasca trip made me sad that he left me here. It wasn’t a sadness that he’s gone. It was more of a jealousy that he’s there first,” she added.

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